beauiful saturday

last night me and frens, shin yii, fei woon and soo teng slept over at zhi yuen's house. this is the first time i slept over in any of my friend's house. it was a cool experience. hehe....

well at first, there were 9 of us, me, anna, yun leng, soo teng, ginny, sharon, fei woon, zhi yuen and shin yii. but only 4 of us sleep over in the house coz the rest could not make it. well, maybe next time??! hehe. ^^ cool. zhi yuen's house was beautiful la wei... beautiful garden, well planted with many flora... what a beautiful scenery to look at. and there are 2 dogs there also. a cocker spaniel (hey, i have a cocker spaniel too) but hers is black, mine is brown. and another one is a cute, little, furry, cuddly, shih tzu. it greeted us when we first reached outside the main automatic gate. it shih tzu named lucky, ran out and greeted his master and the guests happily by sniffing each and every one of them. then when we reach in the porch, rooney the black cocker spaniel greeted us with itz loud bark (hey, mine also always do that, when any strangers come to the house. so itz true that it is one of the characteristics) .

some of us couldn't help but kept playing with lucky the shih tzu. it was just too cute and it enjoy us petting it too. we try to take a cute picture of it. this is wat i manage to capture....(top, left- lucky the shih tzu).it was damn cute la wei.

the reason why we go zhi yuen house was to prepare and rehearse for the malaysian studies case presentation which is today. at first we just talk and play with lucky but lateron we started to start doing our work. such as, writting card name of the character to paste on our shirts, making props , typing sketch scene and rehearsel) it was fun coz we were like making a havoc in zhi yuen's house. haha... i don't mean it is fun making a havoc in her house. i feel bad but it was enjoyable coz we all can get together and have funtime.

so today's presentation turn out quite good. although it was just a 1 day practice, it turn out pretty well, and really proud of our group coz our group was the only group to present this case study in a sketch form. i hope miss evans will give us high marks not only for the case study but also our efforts and hard work.

this is our malaysian studies group .

bottom, left- sharon, yun leng

center, left- ginny, zhi yuen, me

top, left-anna, shin yii,fe woon and soo teng. shilei is not in the pictue tho.

Eyes around me.

this morning went for econs tutorial for 1 hour. actually today i am quite free. went to read newspaper in the library just now to update myself about the world outside me. hehe

well, back to the comp lab for now to continue my assignment . okay, nearly finish it . just need to find some info about the last sub topic...if i not mistaken.

i always feel anxious and excited over things. i dunu y. as if there are eyes around me watching me. JUST CHILL!! lolz . read abt the news abt smuggling of protected wildlife to be sold. though the buyer was caught, the real 'dalang' is still out there hunting for more wildlife to get black and selfish money... hehe sorry la ..coz im using weird words to describe things... i cant think of any bombastic words now.. coz my mind is working slow ....and slow....

when i read about ppl saving wildlife and involving themselves in saving the environment and wildlife, i feel some kind of admiration and excitement for them and myself. how i wish i can involve myself as soon as possible... i LOVE ANIMALS. but have never involved myself in any conservation before. how is that so. um... i practically wana involve myself in saving wildlife in jungles and in spca. ANYONE WHO IS READING MY BLOG NOW HAS THE SAME INTEREST AS ME??! PLEASE GIVE ME SOME GUIDANCE..... ^^

i feel something surpressing my chest now... i have to take a deep breath .

Cheers.

Today was a good day. for english we did some group work and i was assign to a diff group. anyways i can improve my relationship with my coursemates ..so i was glad. ^^ Test was not today but on wednesday. and there is a good news!! IT test POSTPONED!!!! Hooray!!! and IT class in thursday is CANCELLED!! happy for now... but still got to study...
Malaysian studies assignment's due date is around the corner....woohoo.. got some info i cant find now. i found it tht day but i forgot whr i found it! man! now is already 12.30 am time to sleep. or isit just an excuse to stop findin the missing info... hope to finish it soon. but the info is missing...
nothing much to say though.. i will be alone in my apartment today because at first there were 6 ppl in my apartment including me, but 4 of them checked out.meaning they move out since their term is over, 1 of my hsemate went subang and will be staying over there, so im home alone. well, i feel a little scare now, but i have no feeling at first. hehe ppl will think im emotionless... woohoo! wow today i saw my fren has got a new iphone. Looks nice! okok i must appreciate what i've got now. humans r always thinking about what we dont have rather then thinking about what is in front of our eyes.
today i learned a few proverbs from social science class sounds interesting:

one's man terrorist is another's man freedom fighter
a wise man bulids his house on rocks, while a foolish man bulids his on the sand

today in social science class i've learned about psychology. it is quite interesting as we learn about personality and abt ppl. it is just a scrap on the surface of each sub topic though so the lecturer say that those interested can find out more in the internet
Freud Psycho Analysis
i will check it out when i have the free time. he said that Freud is very influential and very good to read to improve ourselves to be a better person. i don't know how true is that until i read it. so guys, be patient ok. wait for the feedback i will be giving you SOON!!! hehe ^^

Knowlegde is power!

i've decided! instead of whinning and complaining, i've decided to gain as much knowledge as possible. knowledge will make my thoughts sincere. i've got this quote from the drama called LIFE. this drama seems interesting .. but i cant watch it though coz it is on tuesday nights. so i'll try to find out where to download it. hmm...test is next week! next week i got IT , MATHS AND ENGLISH test! and in the meantime, i got malaysian studies assignment to do. aish....
26th may2008 - english test
30th may2008- IT and Maths plus handing in malaysian studies assignment
31t may2008- malaysian studies case presentation
actually this case presentation is like acting out a sketch about any cases... such as nurin case, the KLIA robbing case, etc. we have to act it out man!!! i dont know how.....boohoo...
my group chose the ooi ying ying case..... so we have to find info about it.yea...
so , my room mate when back already..so i don't have room mate for 1 month plus. all myhousemates are also goin home. because they all finish their finals exam already. so i will be alone in the apartment.... it'll sure be lonely and quiet experience... haha!
somebody say i gained gain because my face became rounded......! sobs. =]
anyways.... i have to work hard! ^^

next step

okay i am not depressed already. i am very happy when i meet my friends again; Cheryl, Stephanie Ling, Rekha,Meenakshi, Kalashini, Shee Vern, and Lai. although not all turn up, i am also very happy. i am sure one day we can meet them altogether and hang out together! when we have some long holidays... i really missed them! hoped to spent more time with them though... ^^
after this, everyone will be moving their own path and i wonder wat our future will be like..?
we will still keep in touch!!!
in the mean time, i have to be independent already. time to be working hard for my goal!
being in university is a fact tht i must accept. i've got the memories and friends from highschool and those are forever. i miss those times...
the thought of studying hard to achieve my goal makes me excited.. but when it comes to action, i rarely make it through... i must GAMBATEH!! AZA AZA HWAITING!! yes!!
hehe. well, i have a friend who is goin to study in ktar, so i guess i'll be lacking of a viewer to view my blog for a period of time... i wanna to wish my friends 'ALL THE BEST AND STUDY, PLAY ,AND WORK HARD FOR YOUR GOALS!!' WE WILL FIND TIME TO HANG OUT TOGETHER DURING HOLIDAYS!!

help me

i wana cry!!!!
i am so depressed.... i am VERY quiet now and these days.........
i wana cry but i have to control and show noe espression......
everyone here is nice. they are all friendly and all but it is me. i dun seem to attract them to be my friends...... i am very quiet this few days.... i cant talk alot.

my university life.

nowadays i dont feel like writting here... but i wana my frens who is reading this to noe about my progress and what is happening in my life ryte now...
i guess a lot of presentation will be coming soon enough... they would not be no presentation... at 1..every week. sads... i dun like presentation. make me stress.. and i cant think of anything else other than presentation... although i am not so stress like last time tho. hehe... alot of people don't like presentation... but how?? no choice. gotta do... i was thinking.. if i took a-levels, it wont be so much of presentation ryte?? NO!! i should not think that now! if not i will feel even bad...
i mustn't regret now... it is just the starting... i have frens here... new frens... 1 or 2 which i feel comfortable with. recently i made frens with a girl from china and nigeria. yeah...
so i think i will be better in communicating soon.... time will tell...although it takes very long time.. some classmate of mine can be so friendly and talk to anyone... haha..
a question.... is it okay to not have a guy friend??? hahaha...
okay! ^^ answer my question whoever who is reading this okay??
i must study hard... but i dun feel the boost to study... although i open my book and start reading, i understand it... but tend to forgot later. i have to keep myself busy. i dont like presentation especially group work. coz when my fren bz doing powerpoint, i have nth to do... if i do powerpoint my fren nth to do... but actually i have another assignments to do wan. but i dunu why i cant start the assignment when i think of the presentation..... sobs..
somebody understand me??!!
i think too much?? please give an answer.. thank you!^^

cheerio!
Nana anime is nice! sad though but got some funny part and romantic part... and kissing part which leads to....... haha.

work is on.

hihi! itz been a few days since i last updated my blog. don't know what to write now a days. just thinking that i must start studying hard now. must start revising. make frens and just dont think too much. this saturday got presentation. how nice if no need presentation.... but presentation will have marks. um... i must read up on the topic which is
what is the political effects of british colonialsm in our country???
aish.... must read up in order to present better.... i only noe the 'divide and rule ' policy and civil service thingi.... and that oso i ask my dad wan.. but eventhough... my friend who had to do the information searching and powerpoint..seem more stress than i am....
i don't know..... sad!!!!!!

home.

yay! i back home AGAIN! yipee.....! sure la... tomoro labour day, sure must include me what. since i am working as a STUDENT! 1st of may is my day also isn't it? and the next day which is a friday is also a holiday for me coz no class!!oh well, niwayz i am back to my home sweet home now. it feels great! unfortunately, i still have to do research on a couple of things due to my assignment and presentation... argh!! DO MY BEST!
actually when i am home. i feel happy. of course every one feel happy when they're home! what am i saying here.... um, i mean, coz i can ask things that i don't know to my mom. so that i can get motivated!! for now, my main goal is STUDY HARD! but what exactly does study hard mean???
study 24/7?? i want to study hard and play when it is the time to relax.... how can i achieve it?
um... i'm goin to ask my fren this question.. um, ya. i am delighted thinking about my 4 days holiday ..cool~