Hesitation

well, i always in a dilemma because i don't know how to make decision. i want to it but i don't want to do it. um...

i want to do it because i scare the person will get hurt and what others think of me. but i actually don't feel like doing it lo. should i follow my heart or do what i feel is right?

i did this a few times already. but why when everytime when i need to do it again, i'll have to think so much again? why can't i just do it again since i've done it so many times? hesitation occurs again. i don't understand. maybe it's because i chose the comfort zone to be at home and do the things i want. oh well, i guess i like to be comfortable whenever and wherever i am!