finally~

finally, the end of semester is here and there is a 2 weeks of study break..
however, 2moro, saturday there is test! moral studies.... once and for all.. hope to pass this subject.
this sem alot happened in this uni ,
alot of experience alot of head cracking
i hope and wished i'd gain sumting and al least be more wise in mind and heart.
life is a journey
experience is to be learn from and not to be whine at
i wonder when will i learn from my mistakes
i wonder when will i stop feeling the way i am feeling now..
i hope i can stop time to where i wana be
i wana make things meaningful but i have no idea how
should i wait for the right time to time
but when will it be??
i wana do meaningful things
things that's in my little head
ahhhhhh....
im desperate !
to do things!!!
the more i feel this way, the more i feel it is drifting farther
im afraid
im anxious
im desperate.


-leeni-

chasing time.

now, the work load is starting to pressure me..
i've never felt this way before, however,
i will keep my calm and do my best..
assignments assignments assignments..
although there is less presentations every week for this sem,
the amount of assignments is builiding up.
we have a total of 10 assignments altogether
most of it are group assignments though..im glad!
this includes:
1. economics
2. management
3. english oral presentation
4. english self-access
5. IT assignment1
6. IT assignment 2
7. accounting
8. management assignment 2
9. moral studies assign. 1
10. moral studies assignment 2

i din realised it until my fren remind and told me about it.
so... yea. this is my what im busy about until have no time to update my blog....
sorry ar
hehehe... and i've got facebook already!! add me la... my friends!! =]

save your last dance for me.

a very touching and romantic korean drama. i just watched it half way though.. but i like this drama..
i like the song..i guess that's a plus point to the romanticness... lol. xD
i assume this type of situation (in the drama) only happens in drama..
this is to make the drama romantic so to capture the heart of viewers like me.. haha. i oso dunu what am i talking here... sorry for my lousy expression of feelings.


just finished english and maths test on thursday and friday..
i think i did not do very well.. for english , i am not sure of my answers
and for maths i forgotten how to solve some of it although it is in the lecture notes...
te next test will be ACCOUNTING which is really scary...
the lecturer miss N is a very monotonic teacher; talks really fast , espressionless, mostly is self studying.... sad sad
accounting now, is in english.. and so i am not really familiar with the english terms. have to study for it
assignments are also pilling up.. i havent finished a single assignment and wonder how will i be able to finish it if i do everything at once
i must start working now.
working is the term i will use for now..
okay.. this is all for today...


till the next post!!

some pictures

me, wen san, and anna

anna and wen san!

me and anna

wen san and me.

taken at the bus stop of our uni.. while waiting for the bus to go back home fr the weekend.

around 3 weeks ago???? lol!

this week.

honestly, this week is not a really good week for me

i was kind of uncomfortable because of some pain,

lost money,

mood swing,

aish! for the whole week. and im not reallly concentrating in class...

but however,

we did our moral assignment which is a visit to the orphange near our uni.

we had a great time... it was fun.. talking with the kids and all

i hope they feel the same too

im sorry my blof is getting shorter and shorter each day

hehe ^^

i'll upload new pictures soon.

Stucked

Floating around the misty ground,
I saw ur hand reaching out to me,
i reached out my hand to grab yours,
after for not so long,
you seem to drift further and further away,
why??
oh, why?? i am still clinging so hard to you,
but why? why did you let me go?
while i was so vain,
thinking that i can have a safe shelter
to protect it from the roaring thunder
and pouring rain
i am not alone, i know
but the figures seems misty and blurry
this floating figure is trying to stand on
its own
hoping these dark days will soon past
and it will regain her true form
as it was before....

-leeni-

i got tagged by zhi yuen!

THE SELF

[01] Real name: Tan Lee Ni
[02] Nickname: Nini, Nipsy, Nai nai, tan tart, ham tan chiu yan(canto), tan tan,tani
[03] Married: no
[04] Zodiac Sign: Virgo
[05] Gender: Female !
[06] Age: 18 , just the beginning of life's journey??
[07] High school: SMK Puteri, Seremban (previously , Convent, Seremban)
[08] College: The University Of Nottingham Malaysia Campus (UNMC)
[09] Height: 159cm
[10] Weight: secret la..save some face a bit.. =p
[11] Do you like yourself: 50/50
[12] Piercings: once upon a time
[13] Right or left: once upon a time
[14] Are you a freak: No
[15] Hair: short?? i would say..
[16] Skin: skintone is kinda tanned
[17] Allergic: mosquitoes and dust
[18] What are you doing now: this tag
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: play computer games =]
[20] What will you do 10 years later: continuing my passion

THE FAMILY

[21] Live with : Parents

[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: my sisters
[24] Youngest: me
[25] Love/hate your family: Love them dearly...

THE LOVE

[26] You found your another half: no
[27] If yes, who is he/she: dunu... sad
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: himself
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 0
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): what does tht mean exactly?? like making those noises like guys do??
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-10000): i dunu
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: dun have how to do wrong?
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: ...??
[34] Ever argue with your other half: no!
[35] You with your other half since: no comment
[36] Reasons you love your other half: if he is caring and understanding
[38] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: =]
[39] Ever think of marry he/she: =]]

THE FRIENDS

[40] Your first best friend: someone in primary school?
[41] Your first enemy: i dont think i have any hehehe.... =p
[42] The friend you love the most(1 only): i love my idol =p
[43] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): no enemy just yet (im a forgiving person ok... =]])
[44] Your most beautiful girl friend: my most beautiful girlfriend.. is........ all of them!
[45] Your most handsome boy friend: hehe..
[46] The kind of girl you hate the most: very hidung tinggi
[47] The kind of boy you hate the most: thinks tht bad words is cool (lol)
[48] You fall in love with your close friend before: no la
[49] Your best friend is your ex-lover: no
[50] If your friend backstabbing you: i'll be very hurt
[51] If your friend betray you: i'll cry in my room alone and nobody will noe it.
[52] If your friend woo your lover: woo? does it mean snatch? or just jokingly woo?? or praising my lover?
[53] If your friend fall in love with you: i dun really understand this.. arent lovers begin from becoming friends first??
[54] If you fall in love with your best friend: i hope not

THE STUDIES

[55] Are you a good student: i am =] =p
[56] You always done your homeworks/assignments: yeah .. sure... altho abit of a last minute but ya i will do it.
[57] The teacher/tutor you love the most: anyone home??
[58] Always late to school/college: sometimes
[59] You love your seniors: yeah
[60] Seniors who you love the most: love all lo....
[61] Your classmates good/bad: good
[62] Excellent result classmate: she is hardworking
.[63] Laziest classmate: um.. the one who always do work last minute
[64] Smart people: whoa...
[65] Stupid people: so bad!
[66] Good looking people: here got alot leh...
[67] Ugly people: so bad!
[68] Funny people: friends
[69] Cute people: me!! =p
[70] Bad people: thiefs and burglars etc
[71] Honest people: bla bla bla
[72] Acting people: my class mate said everyone is pretending in this world! so, please.....show your true self and stop acting!
[73] You are what kind of people: i am loyal ppl

THE PREFER

[74] Lip or eyes: eyes
[75] Hugs or kisses: Hug hug and kiss kiss
[76] Shorter or taller: taller
[77] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[78] Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach
[79] Listener or Talker: Listener
[80] Romantic or rich: Romantic
[81] Good husband or good father: Both!

THE FUTURE

[82] Age to get marry: 27
[83] Numbers of kid(s): 2
[84] Career: yet to be define
[85] Salary: um.. as long i have enough to save
[86] Retirement age: probably i wont retire
[87] Properties value: ??
[88] Wishes: dreams come true

THE VICTIMS

he he he..... all my bloggers in my blog list on the right hand side. thanks for reading!! =]

DBSK!!!

wow wow!! *woot!* DBSK is back with their 4th korean album.. the previous album, T is a japanese album. this year, they launched their new album, MIROTIC. there is this one particular song in this album has been my favourite long before this album come out. why, u ask me? this is because this song originate from a english song.. i dunu the singer who sang the english version.. but i heard it before in lite fm. i dun even noe the title of the english version of this song. in this mirotic album, this particular song name is called LOOKING AT THE SUNSET/PICTURE OF YOU. but it is not the picture of you by boyzone you know.. this is the very touching kind of song. i am currently listening to it for the 5th time for the day.. will never get bored of it ever!!

RECOMMENDED: LOOKING AT THE SUNSET/ PICTURE OF YOU by DBSK (DONG BANG SHIN KI)

my day was kinda good today, nth special happen except me and my friends went to a new place to have our lunch. some changes to my timetable.. so, it seems tomorrow, i wont be having any classes!!! AGAIN! yay... that's cool! um.. im wondering, what should i do tomorrow..
oh! got an idea... go to the library and study!! try to catch and understand this week lecture as well as last week's. okay..
hmm... still admiring this song.... ahh.. so nice. DBSK HWAITTING!!! AZA AZA FIGHTING!!=]

till the next post!! cheerio! ^^

SURVIVED.

I survived the wilderness for the first week! Phew! the first week for me i would say it is kinda nice. because there is no tutorial, not much work, and all we do is attend lecture and listen what we will do in the future. this is wat i like.. thinking about the future.. i mean just dreaming about it but not take action... hahaha! i noe tht is bad. so i try not to day dream so much nowadays.
yesterday took a bus to kajang ktm with my frens... so today is a sunday! i am thinking of goin back only tomorrow because no tutorial for the first 3 weeks yet. =] took some pictures yesterday but havent posted it yet. maybe in the next blog. im using my desktop at home which has no bluetooth and i didn't bring back the usb cable.. so till the next blog!

new sem!

it's been 3 days since im back in campus... the 1st day had no classes.
nola..doesn't mean im very free la... just that the first day was onli tutorials and my tutorials havent started. most likely aound the 3rd or 4th week only starts. the second day can be consider my first day back to uni... started with accounts class . saw many new faces!! walau eh..
got from indonesia, kazachstan, africa, and KOREA!! whoa. this is great man... but.....hehe
i think it is hard to make frens with them.. they seems to be in among theirselves... and they rarely mix with the locals here except a few of them...hehe! will try!
and on the 1st day oso i attended english lesson.. we are 'rojak'ed into different groups AGAIN!! and even the lecturer had changed!! but she is okay oso la... hehe! lucky me!
and my classmate for english class is oso good. i made some new friend from the july intake today!! it was fun..
well, i think my style of explaining stuff still need to improve..
and right tell u something strange... yesterday i order delivery... i ordered chicken rice with egg.. when the delivery came. everyones food came except mine... "-_- aish! thn my fren told the delivery man.. thn have to wait for while..
thn today the same thing happened. this time i ordered MONSTER MEE!! haha.. i wonder wat is tht... so i was curious so i ordered it.. thn everyones food came except mine!! aish.. i only realise when the delivery man left tht my monster mee was missing! as a result of tht, i ended up eating maggi mee with egg ( thanks to my housemate who had one more egg to spare.. thanks good samaritan!!)
hehe....
bad thing is tht on saturday i had CLASSES la wei.. until 4.30pm. aish! but im goin home anyway! dun care.... =p
i have 6 subjects this sem... it had just started!

- economis
-management
-IT
-maths
-english
-accounts
-moral studies (this is a compulsory sub. so it is not counted)

so here is whr my journey begins........ =]]

got another TAGGIE by Zhi Yuen. =]

Intructions:
1. google image search with ur answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation
2. tag 5 people to do the same once you've finish answering every questions.

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1.the age you'll be on your next birthday
2. a place u want to travel to

korea!!
3. your favourite place
my home sweet home..... =]
4. your favourite food
chinese food.
5. your favourite pet

bell.
lady.


the three musketeers.

6. favourite colour combination
blue......and white, yellow

7. favourite clothing
casual....

8. your all time favourite song
my one and only... dong bang shin ki/ tohoshinki

9. favourite tv show
csi miami..... hehe!

10. first name of your significant other / crush
question mark??
11. which town do u live in?

seremban! =]

12. your screen name

daydreamer... =p

13. your first job
14. your dream job

veterinarian

15. one bad habit you have
thinking too much.... =[


16. worst fear
saying goodbye to my love ones forever...

17. things you would like to do before you die


save animals.

18. the first thing you'll by if u get $ 1 million
a big piece of land


i tagged cheryl, stephanie, and whoever who wana do this!!

wow i took a few hours to complete this because i am multi tasking! enjoy! its fun... =]

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!

Ithought today was sunday... i wonder why. went to jusco after breakfast and the super market was not open yet. i guess they had half day off for today is one of the major celebration of the country , HARI RAYA!! and today i feel a little different. the streets seems a little quieter. not much ppl today. i think most of the rakyat balik kampung already. it is just 8 sumting pm when i went to the store, but it seems like 10pm already. there is very few ppl thr.
okay la i tink tht's all. oh ya.. and most of the people celebrating hari raya is wearing baju melayu and baju kurung. even the cashier and workers... that is nice to see this. =]]

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!!! =]

happy day!

today i :

1. met up with : cheryl, kalashini, rekha, meena, stephanie, and lai lai
2. drove my fren to jusco for the FIRST TIME!
3.give meena a ride back home
4. passed by my old puteri school
5.laughed alot
6. walk , walk and walk (it is tiring yet fun!)
7.went for delicious fireworkz dinner

this is just a brief update about my day today. i am lazy to elaborate further!
Cheerio.

A Long Day

Today i woke up.. brush my teeth and changed my pyjamas, headed down to my the living room of my grandmother's house. Dad was already sitting there reading some pamplet. i took a sit at the couch and just look around the book thr. then my grandma started calling us to eat our breakfast which is fry mee. grandma has been a good cook all this while. yum! it is kinda delicious.
she also always cook my favourite dish when i went for dinner which is not very frequent.
after breakfast, pa said he is goin to Keling which is a small town in selangor. i said i want to follow because i duwana wait for him in gma house. so i followed. we travelled around 1 hour using Jalan Ipoh. which is a old road heading to ipoh. BUT i am not goin to ipoh la. ...
followed my dad here and thr.. saw some interedting stuff but din bother to take pictures. i am too lazy bah...
around the road to keling, i can see:

1. genting at the very top of a mountain
2. a pack of old bull (actually i saw them yesterday on the way to university)
3.trees, trees and trees
4. old traditional malay houses (cool...)
5. unpolluted rivers
6. winding road
7. a factory in the mddle of the jungle!!

today, i did a very bad thing a friend could do... i cant believe i did that
i hope she will forgive me and not lose hope in this friend (me). sorry!!!!
=[
hope you will successsfully overcome your problems. im sorry!!!

have a nice night!

The Return

I'm so sorry i never updated my blog for weeks now... even on my birthday i din write anything... or well, maybe i could just simplify the happening which happens to me these few weeks...

on my birthday, 16th september 2008:

i am very happy. i get alot of wishes from my friends. The clock struck midnight, and what i was hoping for came true... my phone started to *beep* *beep* (the msg tone) and birthday wishes came to live! hurray!! it's my birthday.. finally legal (like one of my friend said) hahaha.. what does tht supposed to mean.. just kidding. =p at last i am legal to go into movies which is rated 18 above. all this while i've been illegally sneaking in the theater to watch HORROR films which is rated 18 above. i don't understand why they rated it so. the movie is not at all scary...
oklah.. got some brutal and disgusting scenes la . but.. it is not a problem for me. *winks*
the latest horror film i watch is a thailand movie titled GHOST HOUSE. it was rated 18 sg. what lah...
i dont even noe why they name the title ghost house oso.. it is not even scary.. and the movie got nth to do with haunted house .got some cruel scene though...
but overall it is not about haunted house and not about ghost... "-_- *swt*
BUT the actor is CUTE! haha.. what la me...
i think ryte, got a thailand horror film titled SHUTTER is better. it is kinda scary and creepy too. THE SHUTTER is recommended. =]

todsy, 26 september:

just now i went to register in my uni. reached thr around 1.30pm. when to the admin building and saw my coursemates, nadia and ariza. just talk abit and proceeded to the registration counter. before tht we ask the lady in the front thr. the lady seems to be a little money-minded.

our conversation:

me: excuse me, whr do we register? is it here?
lady: are u a sponsor student?
me: no.
lady: where is the cheque or bankdraft?
me:huh?
lady: show me the MONEY or the cheque or the bank draft??
* after that , i asked my dad lo. thn my dad say pay with credit card thn oni she ask to go to the first counter. so, i think she is quite bad lo... why does she want to see the cheque or money?? and her tone is so arrogant... aish! but i just kept my cool.. and proceeded to the friendly , amilling looking lady at the first counter! =]]

currently am in my dad's office and it is already 5.06pm. but cant go home because have to overnite in granny's house. having dinner thr.
so i will see you soon my friends!!
take care. have a nice day! =]

This is me.

there is this song in Camp Rock. its title is 'This is me'. it is nice. =] another song from Highschool Musical 2. title is 'I gotta go my own way'. this 2 songs is nice . hehe... oh well, while i am writing my post for today, i am streaming a online movie. local movie, Sepet. i've always wanted to watch it last time. they got show in tv before during Hari Raya.. but i never got the chance to watch it. oh well, i guess watching online is the same.... i think it is nice. =]]
i am into love story movies and dramas these few weeks and months... maybe got influence... coz some love drama is so romantic... wuahahaha...
for example is Save your Last Dance for me ,korean drama.

2 months of holidays had already past... now left 1 month for holiday.. after that have to go back to uni... with new room and new room mate. wow.. that's nice. haha... well, it is.
um.. what should i write... *thinking* well, do you guys noe why do some people feel scare all the time?? well, it seems that because they always think of what others will think of them.. everytime worrying. this means that they have low self esteem. it is the same as cosmetic surgery and botox.. stuff like that. so , the best way to improve self esteem is be yourself. that is what most people says. and even my opinion is the same as these people. to live life with no regrets, to live life happily and meaningful, we should always be ourself. dont you think knowing your dream and knowing hat you want in life makes your life brighter and more meaningful??? think about it.
in my opinion, if i dont have a dream in the future or ambition to accomplish in the future, i think my life will be like a robot. eventhough i may not be able to do it now, but i am sure the little things i am doing now will help me get to where i want to go in the future.
everyone should have a dream. dont care whether it is a small or big dream. having a dream is already good enough.

i thought the streamyx was down!

the reason why i had not been blogging these few day is because i thought my router was not working. since i am using the wireless connection, and the little computer at my sidebar had a little cross on it, i thought the streamyx connection was down. BUT then... the dsl button was not blinking... WEIRD! I thought. if the dsl is not blinking... there should be any problem.
so today, just now, my mum tried connecting direct. and it WORKED.
suddenly i thought of restarting the router and switch my connection back to wireless. AT LAST! it worked. so now i am using the wireless connection. yahoo..... cool. haha.. oh well, at last i can come back to blog.
so, during the so called break down of my connection, i watched prison break in my computer.
i have been thinking lately.. about making a change in the environment around me. if i wana make a change in anything, the first thing i must see is myself. i must be able to take care of myself first before i can do things for others. i must be independent before i can help others. therefore, i must constantly improve myself daily which is what i am doing right now. taking a step at a time helped me too.

inspiration is like...........

the wind. we can't see it but we can feel it.

i get inspiration frm people around me. i saw a blind man the other day... was kinda ignorant tho. was waiting for my mom to fetch me so wasn't payin much attention to him. well, a while later, i saw a young man crossed the road , a while later he stop and was talking to the blind uncle. the next thing i saw, he was helping the uncle cross the road. i was inspired by his action.

me on the other hand like to think and analyse my thoughts . however, when the real situation happens, i would be ignorant and make assumption. like my lecturer said, this is typical human behaviour... we tend to assume nothing bad or unexpected will happen to the other person just to make our self feel better and not guilty.

sometimes, we look at other people problems, we tend to know what to do. i mean i tend to think why didn't he/she do this to fix that prob or why didn't he/she do that? maybe we will oso do the same....

tell u guys something.... a secret *wink wink* .....
a friendly smile from a stranger actually make my day!!! (",)

u see.. my sense of inspiration is way beyond than u can think!

the 3 muskeeteers

Today , went to meet up with Rekha and Shee Vern! cool.. it is nice to meet up. we decided to eat at a vietnamese restaurant around town which we decided the day before. i ate crispy fish with hainanese rice (above).




hello!! this is me with shee vern!




me with rekha!


well, eventhough it's just the three of us , parallel to my post title, the 3 muskeeteers, we have a long chat in tht vietnamese restaurant and ended up sitting there for 3 hours!! it felt very fast though.

what we did for 3 hours?
- chat about our lives in new school
-about what happened
-about our new experienced and new people
-about what we have been doing in these new schools
-about new knowledge

cool....
well, we have to part after that, but im sure we will meet up again!

reccomended.^^,

One Litre Of Tears. Based on a true story about a 15 year old girl named Aya. One day, she discovered that she had a incurable disease called spinalcerebellum degeneration. this disease will affect her body movement and eventually she would not be able to move, talk, walk, and take care of herself. At only the age of 15, she wanted to do so many things in life like normal teenagers would do. but this fatal disease had forbidden her to do so. ortunately, she got support from her family members and friends to move on. sometimes she wonder to herslef, what is her purpose of living when she cannot even do a simple task for herself. however, she realised that she wanted to help others, especially those with the same disease as her. During this time, she write many diaries about her feelings and thought. and these many diaries had motivate the other spinalcerrebellum degeneration patients to be strong and never give up. and it also made many people realise and think about their purpose in life. this so is very touching and make u think especially for a thinker like me. =]


A Walk to Remember. this is a movie similar to that of One Litre of Tears. wow! i watched this movie for 9 times now. and never been bored of it. it is nice. reccomended.

fun experience.

well, i will start from tuesday.

tuesday.12th august2008.
i went to times square with my cousin by ktm because she wanted to find a gothic style costume for some performance. and her friends said times square got. so she decided to go check it out and i decided to accompany her lo... haha.. i am becoming a busybody eh??!!
so the journey starts at 10 am. we took a ktm from seremban ktm station to kl sentral. when we reach kl sentral, it was already 11 am. and somemore we need to take a monorail to reach times square. when we reach kl sentral, after we check out, we was not sure where to take the monorail as there were no sign of any monorail. so i asked the receptionist. and she told me the direction.. cool!!!
so we went across the road and took the kl monorail. on the monorail, we saw a few 'lala zai' . i am not sure what do they call them in english. well, i can describe them though... the first guy was very fair, his hair was black, properly waxed, he was carrying a bag(those kind of bag nowadays guys carries? the kind like gurls used to carry on their shoulders. he wore eyeliners. wow!
the second guy . his hair was.... different. hehe.. i dont know how to describe though.. sorry..
the third guy was kind of normal... just the hair .. like those of anime type .. i supposed. ^^
about 15 minustes of monorail ride, we reached times square. im glad!! and we walked around times square searching for the gothic shop. suddenly i spotted it!
there were 4 shops of the same shop in 1 floor. 2 of it which were separated. another 2 of it which is for members only. but we managed to get inside at the end of the day also.. hehe
well, it supposed that we need to buy some stuff from the other shops in other to become their member.. oh well, aniways the shop was totally cool. all those costumes i only seen in pictures and tv shows. now i am seeing it real life. those gothic costumes. guess what!! i even saw people wearing it around the mall. with red hair .... and the real gothic style!! aish.. i forgot to take their pictures to be posted here...
i got some pictures from the web:



those costumes are expensive man......
my cousin bought a blouse which is within her budget.
okay so sfate tht we hang around eat mr. ramen. and walk around...hehe..
i was exausted when i got back in the evening...but it was a fun expereience.

13th august 2008 wednesday.
i cant wait to watch olympic badminton . wong mew choo and kkk and tbh.
their matched started in the evening and kkk and tbh matches was later at nite.



i took these picture via my hp from the tv.. aish.. so sad.....
cant see them live.. but nvrmind la... i saw they play quite fast and it was kinda exciting... a very smashing game. but maybe it wasnt good enuf to win the indonesian pair.... oh well, better luck next time..

14th august. thursday. today.

today i baked asian sheperd pie!!! cool... it was yummy delicious!!!!!



asian shepard pie!!! super duper yummy..... ^0^

okok i think tht is enough for today!!! till next post!! tata....

back from the DEATH!

okok so my post won't be as creepy as the title up there. it just means.. i 'm back after a very long rest writting here. well, nth tmuch to write about so i felt lazy to write. nothing special happened except for the olympic opening last night which was superbly fantastic! full of surprises and it is the costliest and most grand opening in history. wow. and yeah, there's a lot of WOWS uttered by me coz i was so fascinated by it. from beginning till end was very interesting unlike the previous one. evrything in this opening is very traditional yet modern. haha.. what does this mean?? well , it just simply shows that how simple things can become unigue and special if everyone work hard together to achieve a mission. so, there goes the olympic 2008 slogan, ONE WORLD, ONE DREAM! i think the opening suited the slogan very well. one of the unique part of the opening is when the footprint firework started. it started from another place i not sure where and the foot print is like walking towards the Bird's Nest stadium. a few giant footprint heading towards the stadium.. it was so nice. and the uniformity of all the performers. really worth saluding!
at one point of today, i was very sad.. i felt helpless today.. because i cant do the thing i want to do. man. i am so tired of hearing these words....
aish..

congratulations man....

okay, she is the one in the middle. CONGRATS BUDDY!!

COOL.... so nice..
okok.. i'd just stop here.. im out of words now.. well, write in the next post!! tata.
first of all, i would like to congratulate one of my schoolmate and ex-classmate for winning and is the CHAMPION of the astro talent quest 2008! it feels weird to see someone you noe singing on tv... but it feel exciting as well... wow!! so happy for her...i am kinda proud of her. haha.. well, cant believe it.... dont forget me... wuahaha jkjk!

A brand new day.

hey hey.. i got tagged by zhi yuen!!! ^o^

Rules:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/ habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3.At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and their list names
4. No tags back!!

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Deep down in me, i have this strong will of saving strays.

I treat animals as humans. (but i think it is too much)^^

I am a different person at home...

I think alot, but i wished i take actions more often.

I am always changing my mind.

I have a dream which seems like just a dream

sometimes i think beyond the ordinary of people.

when tthe person is good, i will think she/he is pretty/handsome but when the person is bad i will think she/he is ugly to da max no matter how good looking they are. lol.

I not really fond of talking in the phone. i rather chat.

my most favourite group singer is DONG BANG SHIN KI!

i want to work in the forest.

i want to go korea after i feel confident enough and when i know how to speak korean. Annyong!

though now i am not doing a course which is my passion, i believe it can lead me to a journey to fulfill my passion and dreams.maybe not very soon but in the future. these things takes time la wei. just wait and see!! ^^

i love observing people ^0^ but i am not a stalker.

i will do stuffs only when i am force... when there is a external pressure on me... haha!!
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i tagged:
cheryl
evian
anna
cindy
stephanie

trying trying and still trying

nowadays, i am busy finding out the ways to download drama especially tvb and korean dramas. i found a website which is very cool because it have the dramas i wanted. but first must download megaupload toolbar first. i downloaded it. and so dar i onli successfully downloaded 1 episode oni!! SAD! the next ep always not successful. i dont noe why.. maybe the connection not good. thn because the file is in rmvb file, i have to convert it to dvd format in order to play it on tv.
however.. i tried to burn to dvd and played it on tv but also unsuccessful... it said there disc error or it just dont read the dvd.... i dont nderstand... however i noe we can find solution through google...

today i bought book... titled 'Don't sweat the small stuff....' hehe.. it 's a bout simple ways to keep the little things from overtaking your life...woohoo.. i tot it was interesting..so i ask my mum to buy it.. cool.. im going to read it soon....
okay , so this is the book i bought... it's kinda cool... ^^

yesterday, on Friday.. i went out with a few of my friends to watch a movie. we watched Batman the dark knight. it was not so nice... for me.. coz i think it was just normal... nothing really special.. just typical lo.. hehe sorry!!! but got some parts which is impressive... tho. haha..
i bought mc d's fries in.. yum!! okay la... i think i stop here... write more next day! tata!~

my inner feelings

i tried and tried
but nothing seems to work
everything seems to get slower and slower when i need them to be fast
i don't seem to get results
even when i tried so hard....
i know this is a small matter
but it is taking up my time
wasting my time
im throwing my time into something unimportant but i hope to do it
i feel very frustrated..
why nothing seems to come my way..?
maybe watching drama is a way
for me to run away from the outside world...
sometimes i think y cant i be like the ppl in the drama?
do things like that?
my dreams..
what are they?
i have a dream.....
i really do...
but it seems unreachable
it is very frustrating thinking about things you really wana do..
but you are not doing it,
or you don't know how...
where to start...
i feel so helpless
just thinking of my dream.....
thinking about things i want to achieve but knowing that
it will turn out the other way round
when i feel excited about somthing
it will turn the other way round
i dont know why i am feeling this way,
but it seems i am feeling this now,
after the argument..........between them..

-leeni-

Coffee prince

i guess im kinda outdated here because now onli i watched coffee prince. before this i watched one ep oni.. and i tot it was..um...boring?? heheehe.. honestly speaking la. coz i usually dun follow tv series on the tv cos sometimes i forgot. im a very forgetful person. but i got this series from my friend, anna!! akakaka .. it is damn nice i tell u.. so exciting although kinda scary cos when they are angry, they're voice is so loud. hehe i feel scare when they fight. but it is nice la wei... i not yet finished it yet.. am in ep11 now. i think this series i can watch it again. it is nice!! wow..
um...


it is about a gurl who pretend to be a guy because the main actor thought she was a he. so they became buddies.. and then they discovered they like each other and especially the main actor, he thought he was gay.. but he cant stop lovin' her. coz he still think she is a guy. thn many exciting and funny things happened. the other characters are also nice and funny.
those of you who havent watched it should quickly watched it now!! anywhere, youtube, veoh or download it. aish...~ now i like wana buy the cd.... but very expensive.hehehe...aish. i will save money... but i got the series in my lappie ad.. as i told u given by my friend, but the cd will be nice...aish.

anyways, my holiday's started.. cool huh?? ^^well well well.. yay!!!! im too happy i dunu wat to say ad.. maybe i'll keep you guys updated about the exting stuffs i will be doing huh... woohoo!! wait for me!! ^^

annyong haseyo (bye bye )

2 more days....

im currently studying in front of the computer. i was in my hostel the whole day studying.
study forwhile get up, do some stuff, thn sit and study again, thn watch drama, lolz! dunu i wil remember tomoro wat i studied or not. well, tomoro i have business studies.
today is a free day because all classes finish already. well, it is finals!!!! cool. after this, will have 3 months holidays la wei..
wat shud i do leh.... i am thinking of taking up mandarin class.. hope to learn sumting.. thn i can learn korean. cool. yeah that's the way im goin to do it. take mandarin first.
so this week is the last week for semester 0. so fast, 10 weeks has past..... seems like a flash of light. many things happen during my first phase of uni life. it was exciting, fun and very weird! enrything is new to me.
okok i am writting to much words here.. i shud write a poem.
next time!!!
byebye.

WOW!!

WOW wow..how long haven't i write here already?? feels like ages eh?? oh well, was kinda busy nowadays.. test , assignments and homeworks . but actually i am not that busy , hehehe...
however there left 1 week left to go. after that i'll be having a long long summer break. around 3 months wei..long ryte?? dunu wat to do yet. but first, next week i have 3 tough test. got social science, business and econs.
okay let me think wat did i do these few days...
about my uni life, i am adjusted to it. cool. im a uni student at last. i can accept some ppl as there area already. because i dont really care about some stuff which in the past i cant accept.
i usually want things to go my way, but that is just to childish. i had already adjust to watever may come.
i dont exactly know wat am i writing here. i am just writing watever comes to my mind. nothing extraordinary happened to me actually.
i just watch some drama when im free. have any of you watch hanazakarino kimitachihe the japanese version?? it is damn funny. you guys should watch it. better than the taiwan wan though... hahaha!
hey got to dry my clothings i washed. tata!!

in the realm of life

i was just thinking... i mean i realised tht there are actually ppl who go through things tht i am going through (duh!) lolz. maybe this is a part where everyone have to go through. i mean like, having have to give up something we wanted to do or our passion... as our career.. but not all are like tht tho. or maybe we will only strive to reached our dream when the time comes..? like when later in life we realised tht we really love the stuff and start working hard for it?? im the meantime just accept whatever that comes in the flow??okok i should stop this man... aish!!


hehe...well,
um..yesterday i played badminton with my friends, luckily my badminton skill is still okok la.. not bad... hahhahahahaha..my goodness!
i forgot to take pictures abt it...
i guess i am gona present the business presentation again... with mu other friend..
oh yah... for the business assignment, we are doin a shop with chocolate and cheese as our main ingredient. it will be fun... ! ^^

sorry la wei.. din put any pictures....!!

cheerio

stop cruelty in circuses.

Excerpts from http://www.circuses.com/

Behind the scenes, elephant trainer Tim Frisco instructs would-be trainers how to dominate elephants and make them perform circus tricks. “Sink that hook into ’em. When you hear that screaming, then you know you got their attention.” An elephant trumpets in agony as Frisco’s bullhook, with its sharp metal hook and spiked end, tears through her sensitive skin.

The fact is, animals do not naturally ride bicycles, stand on their heads, balance on balls, or jump through rings of fire. To force them to perform these confusing and physically uncomfortable tricks, trainers use whips, tight collars, muzzles, electric prods, bullhooks, and other painful tools of the trade.

We applaud trapeze artists, jugglers, clowns, tightrope walkers, and acrobats, but let’s leave animals in peace.

A must see videos:

http://www.petatv.com/circ.html

People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals (PETA), is a non-profit interest company with more than 2.0 million members and supporters, is the largest animal rights organization in the world.

PETA focuses its attention on the four areas in which the largest numbers of animals suffer the most intensely for the longest periods of time: on factory farms, in laboratories, in the clothing trade, and in the entertainment industry. We also work on a variety of other issues, including the cruel killing of beavers, birds and other "pests," and the abuse of backyard dogs. PETA works through public education, cruelty investigations, research, animal rescue, legislation, special events, celebrity involvement, and protest campaigns.

please visit:

http://www.peta.org/

cruel training http://www.circuses.com/introduction.asp

continuation.....

back in the computer lab.... was just doing some english excersises to be put in my english portfolio. left 2 more weeks la wei... i must do it everyday from today onwards... but itf do so much a day... its like so desperate and of no use.... i should have started earlier.... sobs... nevermind.. start from now. i must do the more complicated questions.. but i don't know the excercise i did was ok.. it was like easy... but oso not so easy... i did exercise on vocab.. i learned some diff between american english and british english...
yesterday i played basketball with my friends... should have taken picture la wei.... aihz...
don't have much time.... have to go back soon to study.. got english test tomorrow and msian studies and IT. oh ya..the IT assignment nonid to pass up so soon...lol. but me and my fren finish ad.. well, i guess tht is not a bad thing either....
guess wat..i watch a few episodes of SMILE PASTA starring Nicholas Teo and Cindi Wang... i think it is kinda draggy though...... but.. in someway it is nice.... haha... well, i guess im into love dramas too. i dont know wat to eat for dinner again.... wanted to buy bread in the convenience store, but finished already... aihs... eat maggi again?? or delivery?
nearly time up. i got to go now. miss you peepz!!!! do your best!!

People seldom become famous for what they say until after they are famous for what they've done.
Cullen Hightower

cheerio!! ^^

happy dumpling festival!!

today is dumpling festival. yummy. love it. i love to eat dumpling. my aunt and gma will make dumpling every year and give us. but wait... y is the dumpling shrinking in size?? or issit my eyes something wrong?? i asked tht question to my dad. i asked ' why the dumpling became smaller want?" thn my dad laugh and said "inflation" . lolz. prices goes up so the things all became smaller. aish... sad sad. but i was thinking it was a good thing also. coz now everyone not everyone la but most people is forced to take public transport or change their engine to ngv (natural gas ) and that is indirectly helping to reduce global warming. the time will come.
so it is a sunday afternoon and im in my house. not wanting to go out . have to travel less ad. petrol price is so expensive now. so just steam dumpling for lunch with my dad. but it is good enough. dumpling is also yummy.
next week will be a hectic week. got IT test, english test AGAIN! social science assignment, IT assignment oso have to hand in next week. aish.... i must work fast now. just now i asked my parents wat does 'work fast' mean. haha! not procrastinating and dont delay our work. okay. ^^

cheerio^^

i've been tagged!

tagged by zhi yuen

intructions: Remove one question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions.Then tag 8 peoples in your list. list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
when i have found my other half

2. Where will you go if someone sponsor you a tour ticket?
um... Korea or Japan!

3. If you could have one word that'll describe your mood right now, what would it be?
confused. i have a mix of feelings right now.

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
i thought of that, and i think it can. not like those material stuff la. but when we have money, only we can help others and follow ur passion. so by helping others, happiness will come naturally, not onli to urself, by to others as well.

5. if you could have one dream to come true, what would it be?
i wish i could inspire others.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
i dont think so.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my loved ones.

8. if you win one million wat would u do?
i dont know

9. how would you describe the person u like at the moment?
he is cool.

10. list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you
pretty, mature, and hardworking

11. what are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
share the same passion, cool, inspiring, good listener, good motivator

12. if you could rewind the time, would you?
yes.

13. what's ur ambition?
to be a part of animal welfare and wildlife ranger.

14. if you can teleport once, where will you go?
to the past.

15. what will you do to your crush?(personal question)
be friends with him

16. if you could undo one mistake from the past, wat would it be?
um... wat mistake?

17. if you have a chance, which part of your character would u like to change?
more determination

18. what music have u been listening to recently?
dong bang shin ki and super junior

19. wat is the one thing u cannot do but u wish u could?
be a veterinarian

20. wat do you want to say to everyone right now?
no matter wat happen in life, dont stop believing in yourself. because that is wat keeps u goin.

i tag:
cheryl
stephanie
vei vien
anna

Pledged to be fur-free

it is really horrifying. i watched a video about how they skinned raccoons alive just to get their fur and leave them there to die. i cant imagine the investigator's feeling when he/she took the video. to watch the brutal killing of all these innocent creature. dying for nothing. all because of money. and these money come from the people who wana show of their luxury and stupid things they own! they dont give a darn how and where the fur came from. all they know is buy the stupid fur and decorate themselves with a piece of the sacrificed in a brutal way animal.
the murderer who did this will receive his similar fate one day or maybe worst. i hope. i dont mean to curse. but yes i want to curse him until it comes true. i don't really know how to put this in words.. or i wish i could but... i just wish i could stop all these cruelty to animals and wildlife. i dont wana just sit here and read about all this. i want to be able to do something. i've pledge to be fur-free and it can help them close down the all fur factory.
it's been in the news though, about a restaurant in taiwan, they fried the fish when the fish is still alive!! oh my god. and they fried it , they just fry the body of the fish, and when it is being serve on the table with the sauce and all, guess wat? the mouth of the fish is still opening and closing! i mean still moving. how can the people still eat something which is still alive?? oh my goodness.
wat is happening to this world??

http://www.peta.org/feat/ChineseFurFarms/index.asp

please visit this link if you care.

no privacy

sorry la coz din post anything these few days.... there's no privacy here la wei... in the comp lab, where else can i be? when i tink abt no privacy, i don't feel like writing very long..... sad. aish....
why those ppl keep sayin bad words....!!!!! i just wana go scream at them and say 'YAH (HEY), U THINK SAYING THOSE WORDS IS VERY COOL IS IT?? IT'S NOT COOL..BUT IT IS INSULTING NOT ONLY TO YOURSELF BUT EVERYBODY IN PUBLIC AS WELL!! DO YOU EVEN NOE THE STUPID MEANING TO THAT WORD??' aish..... PHEW! now i feel better.....(lembik back to the chair) hahaha.... sorry ..i dont know how to describe that feeling i am feeling now...
okay so i have finished my test 1 for english, maths, and econs...next week got somemore test and assignment to pass up....cant wait to get back the papers... i don't know how i did. bt i think it is not so good......... better keep my fingers cross...
no more presentation for malaysian studies!! hooray...so happy la wei... but got other presentation for other subs la wei....... sobs. today i got presentation for business studies tutorial. it was okay la. but i tried to explain it in my own words eventhough my friend prepared the paper of wat to say for me already .... it din really worked out tho...then at last i had read from the paper oso.. sobs.. coz i was nervous la...abit. hehe!!
and ryte got one group, presented abt the market change in a company and they took an example which is condom. it is not sensitive surprisingly. it got the class to pay attention more. hahahaha...so i guess thats a good example as well... and the lastly got this advertisement about the president of the condom company himself. haha that was funny. cool man!
okay i think i have to stop here. update it the next day okay!! tata.

cheerio.

by the way, the case study we did was about the ying ying murder case.little ying ying was brutally killed by her mother's boyfriend and burn.

cast:
jess teh (mother)- sharon
ong shee leong (bf)- yun leng
mr ooi (Father)- lee ni
Grandpa/ma- soo teng
ying ying- zhi yuen
reporter- shin yii
jury- ginny
police 1 and 2- fei woon and zhi yuen
narrator- anna

beauiful saturday

last night me and frens, shin yii, fei woon and soo teng slept over at zhi yuen's house. this is the first time i slept over in any of my friend's house. it was a cool experience. hehe....

well at first, there were 9 of us, me, anna, yun leng, soo teng, ginny, sharon, fei woon, zhi yuen and shin yii. but only 4 of us sleep over in the house coz the rest could not make it. well, maybe next time??! hehe. ^^ cool. zhi yuen's house was beautiful la wei... beautiful garden, well planted with many flora... what a beautiful scenery to look at. and there are 2 dogs there also. a cocker spaniel (hey, i have a cocker spaniel too) but hers is black, mine is brown. and another one is a cute, little, furry, cuddly, shih tzu. it greeted us when we first reached outside the main automatic gate. it shih tzu named lucky, ran out and greeted his master and the guests happily by sniffing each and every one of them. then when we reach in the porch, rooney the black cocker spaniel greeted us with itz loud bark (hey, mine also always do that, when any strangers come to the house. so itz true that it is one of the characteristics) .

some of us couldn't help but kept playing with lucky the shih tzu. it was just too cute and it enjoy us petting it too. we try to take a cute picture of it. this is wat i manage to capture....(top, left- lucky the shih tzu).it was damn cute la wei.

the reason why we go zhi yuen house was to prepare and rehearse for the malaysian studies case presentation which is today. at first we just talk and play with lucky but lateron we started to start doing our work. such as, writting card name of the character to paste on our shirts, making props , typing sketch scene and rehearsel) it was fun coz we were like making a havoc in zhi yuen's house. haha... i don't mean it is fun making a havoc in her house. i feel bad but it was enjoyable coz we all can get together and have funtime.

so today's presentation turn out quite good. although it was just a 1 day practice, it turn out pretty well, and really proud of our group coz our group was the only group to present this case study in a sketch form. i hope miss evans will give us high marks not only for the case study but also our efforts and hard work.

this is our malaysian studies group .

bottom, left- sharon, yun leng

center, left- ginny, zhi yuen, me

top, left-anna, shin yii,fe woon and soo teng. shilei is not in the pictue tho.

Eyes around me.

this morning went for econs tutorial for 1 hour. actually today i am quite free. went to read newspaper in the library just now to update myself about the world outside me. hehe

well, back to the comp lab for now to continue my assignment . okay, nearly finish it . just need to find some info about the last sub topic...if i not mistaken.

i always feel anxious and excited over things. i dunu y. as if there are eyes around me watching me. JUST CHILL!! lolz . read abt the news abt smuggling of protected wildlife to be sold. though the buyer was caught, the real 'dalang' is still out there hunting for more wildlife to get black and selfish money... hehe sorry la ..coz im using weird words to describe things... i cant think of any bombastic words now.. coz my mind is working slow ....and slow....

when i read about ppl saving wildlife and involving themselves in saving the environment and wildlife, i feel some kind of admiration and excitement for them and myself. how i wish i can involve myself as soon as possible... i LOVE ANIMALS. but have never involved myself in any conservation before. how is that so. um... i practically wana involve myself in saving wildlife in jungles and in spca. ANYONE WHO IS READING MY BLOG NOW HAS THE SAME INTEREST AS ME??! PLEASE GIVE ME SOME GUIDANCE..... ^^

i feel something surpressing my chest now... i have to take a deep breath .

Cheers.

Today was a good day. for english we did some group work and i was assign to a diff group. anyways i can improve my relationship with my coursemates ..so i was glad. ^^ Test was not today but on wednesday. and there is a good news!! IT test POSTPONED!!!! Hooray!!! and IT class in thursday is CANCELLED!! happy for now... but still got to study...
Malaysian studies assignment's due date is around the corner....woohoo.. got some info i cant find now. i found it tht day but i forgot whr i found it! man! now is already 12.30 am time to sleep. or isit just an excuse to stop findin the missing info... hope to finish it soon. but the info is missing...
nothing much to say though.. i will be alone in my apartment today because at first there were 6 ppl in my apartment including me, but 4 of them checked out.meaning they move out since their term is over, 1 of my hsemate went subang and will be staying over there, so im home alone. well, i feel a little scare now, but i have no feeling at first. hehe ppl will think im emotionless... woohoo! wow today i saw my fren has got a new iphone. Looks nice! okok i must appreciate what i've got now. humans r always thinking about what we dont have rather then thinking about what is in front of our eyes.
today i learned a few proverbs from social science class sounds interesting:

one's man terrorist is another's man freedom fighter
a wise man bulids his house on rocks, while a foolish man bulids his on the sand

today in social science class i've learned about psychology. it is quite interesting as we learn about personality and abt ppl. it is just a scrap on the surface of each sub topic though so the lecturer say that those interested can find out more in the internet
Freud Psycho Analysis
i will check it out when i have the free time. he said that Freud is very influential and very good to read to improve ourselves to be a better person. i don't know how true is that until i read it. so guys, be patient ok. wait for the feedback i will be giving you SOON!!! hehe ^^